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I love Vivian Green, though I couldn’t really relate to her song until just recently. I have been teeter tottering with the men in my life for a while. I feel like one of them has so much potential, that we could be something extraordinary if I would calm down and he would communicate with me up more. I have such a lack of patience when it comes to certain things. I’m used to having all the attention being on me, and if that doesn’t happen, I tend to go into a shell, or lose interest and move on all together. My problem, and it always has been, is that usually once I get a guy to like me, or even love me, I tend to get turned off. I think it’s because I have conquered that feat, I’m onto the next one. Whatever the deal may be, I hope I am able to get over this dilemma, because I don’t want to be by myself with 15 cats, miserable because I let the love of my life get away. I really hope I am able to give a man, THAT man (whoever he may be) the love, attention, and care he deserves and that he gives me, so we can make it work for the long haul. Along with me getting bored extremely fast, I hope that I can just be able to be faithful to that one guy. People that know me, know it’s incredibly hard to keep my interest, thus the reason I tend to cheat. OFTEN. But at the same time, I think that phase in my life is slowly but surely passing by, which is a great thing. I want to be able to give my all to someone. But will it be too late?