at 10:46 pm
“Relationships are never a threat, cuz I’ll erase the history and act like we never met.”
It has reached it’s breaking point for me. I have tried to be a better person, communicate, reach out, stop being no nonchalant, but to no avail. Then I had an epiphany today…this is who I was when you met me. So why should I change? You had to know what you were getting into when you wanted to talk to and/or date me. I do 12-16 shifts at the hospital, then I have the mini me, and if I feel like up and going to LA, or NYC, or Vegas for the weekend, then I will. Sometimes I don’t feel like talking or texting. Sometimes I just want to miss you. You wouldn’t let me. So again…why should I change? I’ve met new people, who can appreciate what I’m trying to do professionally, and can respect me enough to let me “do me”. With that said, I choose to move on, and play the game a little more mature. I want you to be happy, and I want to be happy as well, but I don’t think we can be that in each others lives. I wish you nothing but the best, you deserve it, and I want to see you happy, even if it’s not with me. Goodbye.
