I have always tried my best to leave the past in the past. Especially when it comes to [messy] break ups. When things end badly, I just don’t want to sweat it, try my best to forget it, and move on with my life. This has NOT been the case with my [newest] ex…it ended bad, but was made worst by subliminals on his part via the internet. When snoops/snitches let me know about this, I went and saw for myself and was very angry to say the least. BUT we talked, and were able to speak on a ‘friendly’ level. The more I think about it, I realize that I still have feelings for him. I believe even if we never got back together, we will be friends, and I am happy to have met him and had him in my life. He even came to my house a couple days ago and organized my iTunes for me, it was really sweet, and to show my appreciation, I will cook dinner for him…one day lol. So maybe, he IS an ex for a reason, and we were meant to be apart. Become what we were, before it was ‘official’ and we had a great time together. Who knows? Who cares? I’ll go with the flow and see what happens. ;)